Thursday, August 21, 2008
Meet the President: 8.16.08
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
Exotic or not...
Guyanese dress in jeans and suits, skirts and slacks. There are no eye-catching, bold patterned ensembles wrapped in unusual ways around the female form. The females for the most part, dress like me, if not remarkably better, given my noticeable lack of wardrobe. The people speak English here, albeit often with a uniquely beautiful Creole style/Caribbean accent. Individuals chat on cell phones as they stroll the streets and many (it seems to me, like everyone) watches such American shows, as the Young & the Restless, with a religious dedication. I think it is easy in some ways to assimilate here, to an extent, as an obstinate U.S. citizen, wanting to do so. And, in doing this, one might begin to forget, as I sometimes have, that despite the similarities, there are many, many unique parts to this ultimately, very foreign place. Many of these I realize now, have eased themselves into my daily life with the facility of a lithe dancer and the stealth of a trained spy.
My favorite thing to watch or look at here in Guyana, are the canals. The water of Guyana in general, I will miss first & foremost, be it that of the canals, the coca-cola colored rivers and ocean, or the relatively, cooling and always appreciated rain. But the canals. I find myself, in passing one, pausing to gaze down it, as it reaches away from me toward the middle of the horizon, long and straight. There are always palms growing on either side of a canal, and there are often curved wooden bridges or simply straight wooden planks, serving as a crossing. The palms, this is not even the correct nomenclature. The coconut trees, perhaps. There are tall ones and short ones, ones with green coconuts and ones with the gristly looking brown hair. Brown are for milk and green are for the refreshing, clear coconut water. I am perhaps one of the few here, that is not particularly taken by the coconut water, which is a little too rich for my taste, but unmistakably enjoyable with the local rum, on ice. But the canals... the tropical sun of Guyana seems to have a special way of hitting the water that is next to magical. Then there is the ephemeral afternoon light of Guyana, particularly as the hours near dusk, which is worthy of documentation by the world's best photographers. There is a pinkness and alertness to the it, perhaps as the sky recovers from the persistent mid-day heat, that is captivating, if not soothing, and encourages a walk such as the one I took this afternoon.
Umbrellas of varying colors of the rainbow dot the Georgetown horizon, as women walk either alone or in pairs. The women here being savvy to the heat & sun. The ubiquitous minibuses, also of varying shades, and most often multi-colored, with creative names labeled across their sides and windshield, offer rides with honks, shouts, hisses and men hanging out the frequently, open sliding side door. This is Guyana's primary mode of public transport. A half moon of letters on the backside of the minibus declares where it has come from & where it will go. Then there is the honking. The honking is a signature sound of Georgetown. One that mingles with, and at times attempts to compete with, the song of the many, many local birds. The birds themselves, of the country and even city, are worth writing a book about. And, in the evening there is the orchestra of song: toads, frogs, insects, that seeps in through the windows, and seems to me, to be central to night. There are the predominantly, cachectic-looking, but heavy breasted dogs, spotting the town, that seem to be in a constant state and stage of reproduction. Never threatening, the canine of Guyana either wander the streets in a tropical haze or rest lazily in a hint of shade.
There are unique smells here in Guyana, which will undoubtedly haunt my nostalgia of the future. Many are what I'll call, street smells. One such smell, quite pleasurable, being that of roti and curries cooking. I will always miss, until I learn to make it which I have vowed to do, the dual flakiness and softness of the golden roti as you tear it to eat. Served to you wrapped and folded, so as to maintain the delicious integrity of this satisfying flat bread. I cannot get enough of them or the Guyana "burrito" as I call it, which includes a large dallop of your choice of curry, accompanied by a sensibly smaller dallop of either peppersauce or achar (I routinely get both), and wrapped like a present (or burrito) in a roti. I am invariably laughed at by the locals because I regularly choose the mouthwatering pumpkin curry, which I have been told, is the most mundane.
Most importantly, I will always miss and remember fondly, the people of Guyana. The varying shades of their skin and the discernible differences in their accents. Some with styles of living that can be very different from the other, due to the strong contrast between the Afro and Indian ways of life. And, I must not fail to mention the Muslim and Rastafarian styles which are most visually distinguishable. There is a kindness here, amid the hardship that is central to so many of the individuals' lives. There is also a general frustration, it seems, with the systems that govern, and a consensus of corruption seems to predominate. There exists a deep-rooted pride in the country and its beauty, and with it a recognition of the lack of awareness of this beauty by outsiders. There is a communal desire to share Guyana and encourage an understanding of what the country has to offer. There is also a disheartening understanding of all that it does not have to offer, in the way of employment, opportunities for upward mobility and financial fulfillment. There are more than enough highly educated and incredibly determined individuals here, with no opportunity for them to be utilized. There is also an all to common desire for future migration from Guyana, presumably because of all these things mentioned previously. A plan often exists, be it preliminary or in the complicated stages of progress, to exit the country when the time is right. Not by all, but by many. As for many, this would likely never be a possibility. There is great work being done in Guyana, and still so much more to be done, like anywhere, but unique in its own struggles: Healthcare, food shortage, the paucity of employment, and poverty. And, then there is HIV. So familiar is it, that there are a myriad of television commercials pertaining to its detection, prevention and acceptance, routinely, if not monotonously, run during the prime hours of the day. I am hardly exaggerating.
It is a busy and yet leisurely place. I speak mostly of Georgetown, as it is what I know best. It is Guyana, at once foreign, if not unheard of by many, and yet simultaneously familiar in its differences, to me. The point of anthropology, after an undergraduate degree in the field, has come back to me here as a nurse researcher in Guyana, many (!?) years post collegiate. In being taken away with a new place, and at the same time, less taken away with, than say a place blatantly more exotic, I consider the "other" which is examined in anthropology, to be understood in its own contexts, yet with an awareness of the subjective nature inherent in being an outsider. Perhaps also, at this point in my life, I examine such details with the meticulous, newly ingrained, awareness of a Nurse Practitioner-in-training. Contemporary cultural anthropology reminds the ethnographer to focus not just on the explicit exotic, but to see the exotic, if you will, in the familiar. To understand a culture in the context of itself and as a conglomeration of the symbols and meanings that make it what it is, is critical. Guyana and I have melded in many ways over the course of this experience, and in many ways, both obvious and not, I skirt the sidelines of its culture and, its ways. Many fond memories I will take with me on leaving, that I imagine, will undeniably seem much more exotic from the outside looking back in...
Monday, August 18, 2008
Frustration.
"Ms. Gina, are you crying?"
This is the question that an employee and, for all intents and purposes, a stranger, whispered to me today as I sat with my shoulders hunched and head hanging over my lap re-writing a letter on a legal pad at the Ministry of Home Affairs. She phrased this more as a statement of awareness, than a question. And she said it in a, you are being silly, it will all be OK, sort of way. Yes, I all but broke down in this government office with my white plastic visitor pass hanging from my lapel. Frustration.
I think it is OK to cry a bit over frustration. This has been a summer of ups and downs. Most pressing at the moment, I have been here in Guyana illegally. When I arrived in the country, the customs officer only stamped my passport for a one-month stay. He could have stamped me for up to three, and from what I can tell the extent of stay given is pretty much as haphazard as how the customs officer happens to be feeling at the particular moment in time. I said, "But I am here for a two-month stay." He said: " Go to Ministry of Home Affairs in one month." So following orders, I did just that. The week before my month was up I spent a good portion of a day, not conducting my data collection, and dealing with the inner workings and individuals that seemed to be doing not so much, at the Ministry of Home Affairs. It was frustrating the first time I was there, as they kept trying to send me away to do things, when I kept mentioning that I could do those things right then without leaving and coming back. Finally, after much shuffling of my papers, copies, forms, and explanations, they said for me to call back in 10 business day.
10 business days quickly came and went, and turned into nearly a month of calling and being told to call back. I am now, leaving the country in 6 days and have been, since the first of the month, illegally living in Guyana. I have tried not to let this be an added stressor, until today. After finally having someone talk with me on the phone this morning, I was given an instruction to write a letter of clarification. "Just to drop off," I was told. I followed this instruction immediately, got myself to the Ministry of Home Affairs and waited. The reason for hold-up now, the woman explained, is related to my multiple names, Gina and Regina (Mom, Dad!). They wondered could I get a new letter from the Ministry of Health approving my study, but this time one that includes both my names. "It took me many, many months to get the first letter. I am only here 6 more days." I explained. Perhaps someone could have mentioned that when I was here in June?, I thought to myself. Since there is no time to get a new approval letter from the Ministry of Health, I need to rewrite my letter and explain all this plus what I had previously written. No big deal sure, but for some reason, this was the straw that broke me and the tears began to flow. I am leaving in 6 days and still I can not get this settled. I just need a stamp to say I can be here 2 months instead of one. No visa was needed to come to Guyana, visitors can come to Guyana for up to 3 months... I guess I should be grateful they didn't just stamp me in for a week. Frustration.
The tears are not just about the fear of not being allowed to leave the country due to my illegal presence since July 1, not just about the frustrating system which seems to not ever know up-front what I need to do or turn in, and instead waits for long periods of time and then tells me one more thing I need to accomplish before I can begin the application for an extended stamp on my passport page. It is not just about the time lost in attempting to complete all these tasks, it is something more. I am feeling tired. Georgetown life and data collection here for my study, has been doable for me for sure, and I have enjoyed it all in all. I have accomplished what I set out to do. I conducted a study here, something I do not think I really could have imagined doing a year ago. I am proud of this, of course. I just think I am feeling ready to be done. It is a tough life here. Beautiful in its madness and ugly when it wants to be. It is very hot here. I miss my home. I am trying to wrap my head around all I have done, seen and experienced while here, and at the moment I feel tangled. I am sure I will unravel things slowly when I get back. So I cried for it all. When are my numbers enough? I have surpassed my participant goal, but I am here, do I keep going and how far? I need help with analysis. I am frustrated and missing my home. Frustration.
I assume this is part of it all, the whole Down's Fellowship experience. I have been lucky. Things have gone well. I should not be complaining. But, I just cried in front of a stranger sitting in a chair in the middle of a government office. Seriously. That is just plain embarrassing.
Saturday, August 16, 2008
Friday, August 15, 2008
Kaieteur Falls: 8.10.08
Landing in Guyana's interior!
Kaieteur Falls:
Kai was the name of an Amerindian who sacrificed himself by going over the falls during a war, and "teur" means falls.
So to call it Kaietuer Falls, is actually redundant.
Those in the know: "Kaieteur" enough said.
Baganara Island III
Baganara Island II...
Photo below: First night and sunset on Baganara Island, after Taylor and I took a walk around the coast and grounds. That photographer of mine, was very excited, as you might imagine, new territory to explore. Not only were we greeted earlier this day on arrival to Baganara, with amazing fresh squeezed, ice cold lemonade, the
bartender/host, Orlando, also insisted in the early evening, that we must have a Baganara Special (note drinks in hands). These were complete with peacock ornament and fresh pineapple slices. They were yummy and quite intoxicating. They sure know how to treat you here on Baganara... We told them we were on our second honeymoon.
The meals here were served communal style, unless you requested otherwise, so we met many interesting people from all over the world as well as from Guyana. We contributed to many fascinating conversations about politics, the upcoming U.S. election, Guyana's political system and race relations, international development work in Guyana, and the EU and the Venezuelan government's work in Guyana, to name a few (whew!) of the many topics explored over the course of the weekend with fellow guests, with whom we shared breakfast, lunch, and dinner. We also shared space at Baganara. The first floor of the main house on the island, Baganara House, is an open-air (yes, no walls) area complete with a bar, dining room, kitchen, and play/relax area. There was a ping pong table, a pool table, many games, fabulously lounge-y, lounging couches & chairs, and just outside the area, cricket court. We spent the morning kayaking around Baganara Island, on the Essequibo River, which was amazing, and we kept having to remind ourselves this is South America, we are kayaking on a river in South America, as we looked out for any caiman (local crocodile). After kayaking an lunch on Saturday, Taylor and I took to the cricket field, where we were introduced to the wicket and enjoyed an afternoon of being taught cricket. (Did I rhyme?) We played in the sun (and HEAT) and then later, even more enjoyably, in the rain, with a wonderful, newly engaged Guyanese couple, who coached us with patience and enthusiasm. Taylor and I played game after game of cards, with periodic stints at table tennis, in the evenings and during the Saturday afternoon rain which turned into an afternoon thunderstorm and was quite lovely to watch in the Baganara House, sheltered, but sans walls. [Baganara's only flaw: no chess set. NB: BYO. We got hooked on chess on our prior trip and momentairly considered making our own pieces for the checkerboard.]
Thursday, August 14, 2008
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
Adel's: by land and by river III
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
By land and by river II
By land and by river
Saturday, August 2, 2008
Emancipation Day Interview

Friday, August 1, 2008
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
2 schools of thought
"My mother-in-law put in for me." This is an excerpt from a conversation I had with a woman today as she explained to me, with excitement, that she would be moving to New Jersey in December. I feel as if I have encountered 2 schools of thought on the topic of emigration. There are those such as this woman, that dream of moving away from Guyana and who express to me, very happily, their plans to move to the States, upon learning my country of origin. And conversely, there are those that express their unyielding love for Guyana and their lack of desire to ever leave for any extended period of time. The woman I spoke with today was referring to the fact that her mother-in-law has agreed to serve as a reference, or put in a request, for her daughter-in-law's visa to visit the U.S. I am sure this process is disturbingly daunting, and I do not mean to contend that I know the least bit about emigrating to the States, nor do I even know about the process for obtaining a visa to get to visit the land of opportunity. To say the least, I am grossly oversimplifying the process, but this is what was shared with me today, as we sat together to begin going through the microbicide acceptability survey.
I have had the pleasure of being told many different stories and thoughts related to the United States, as I have sat in this same position with, I'd like to say, innumerable women, but I do know the exact number: 136. It is just an interesting thing to consider as a U.S. citizen, living temporarily in a foreign country that did not require of me the obtaining of visa. I am trying very hard not to call myself an "American," as I have been corrected and questioned many times, by people of varying origin, about the use by U.S. citizens of this term. Understandably its use is considered quite inappropriate, if not outright arrogant, seeing as everyone in Guyana, let alone the continent of South America, as well as the many Canadians I have met here, are all, also Americans. It is in fact a rather vague and exceptionally broad point of identification.
Today I was reminded of the stories my friend Fabian has shared of becoming a U.S. citizen as an immigrant from Costa Rica, and the work it involved... Just something I am thinking about in this time when "walls" are being built around countries (meaning my own) and foreigners are having to be "harbored" "illegally" in churches around the United States. There has to be a better way.
When it rains: 7.29.08
When it rains here in Guyana, it pours. When it pours, it floods, and when it floods it stinks. These are the thoughts that were circulating through my head yesterday as I waded through ankle-deep water around town and leaving my apartment. As all the employees stood, sheltered, outside the GRPA (clinic) yesterday marveling at the downpour and the subsequent flooding in Quamina Street, the reason for the flooding was explained. When "the river" is high, I assume the Demerara River, apparently the powers that be, keep the city drainage system closed. Thus, with a heavy rain, such as occurs often here during the three rainy seasons (one which we are in presently) this causes flooding in many of the streets around the city. In my own apartment, I have learned, that during times like this, an awful, foul smell of sewage emanates from somewhere nearby. The smell is nearly nauseating. When discussing the flooding in Georgetown with another local and his wife, they both laughed when he proclaimed: "Guyana, the land of many waters." This is true.
Monday, July 28, 2008
Awareness
"Nature must have had a plan for you to give me all you can."
So ends a frequently run commercial here in Guyana about exclusive breast-feeding for infants up to 6 months of age. So regular is the commercial, that the lines from it come easily to memory as I write this. I am using a line from this, oh-so-catchy, commercial slogan, not just because it gets stuck in my head on a regular basis, but also to highlight a point. This commercial which is narrated with the distinctive voice of a small child's, and begins by saying:
"When I was smaller than a pea, you gave me food to keep me safe and nourish me...,"
is on throughout the day and evening. It is on even during what one might call "prime time" if I might borrow that term from the States. Most notably, in this commercial, a public service announcement, if you will, women are shown, very uninhibitedly, breast-feeding their babes. It is a great commercial and one that we should envy in the States. I do not think I have ever seen a close up of a breast-feeding woman and baby in a commercial in the United States. The Guyanese commercial shows this intimate, completely natural exchange so plainly, that it almost shocked me at first. How comfortable the commercial was with showing the woman's breast. Shocked me!? I am a women's health specialty nurse and huge supporter of breast-feeding!? This just reveals to me, how I have been subtly influenced by, what?, my culture in the States?, the media?, I am not even sure.
What I do know, is that I have been pleasantly impressed with the overall awareness of many health related topics here in Guyana. One of these being breast-feeding, and another of these being, HIV/AIDS related issues. The country and its health care leaders, have done an excellent job, I feel, of discussing HIV with the people. After several weeks of interviewing women for my surveys and data collection, it dawned on me, that the women are impressively comfortable and unfaltering when I ask them the questions related to sex and prevention of HIV. Almost all the women have been very educated on the topic of HIV transmission and prevention. There is very rarely ever a time when I need to go too much into background education to pref
ace my survey questions. The women are considerably aware enough, to meet me right where I am, in the discussion. The women are never offended and not only respond thoughtfully, but often also offer great insight. I cannot help but ponder how reviewing the same questions might be different in a clinic in the United States. The awareness here impresses me.
Sunday, July 27, 2008
Rockstone: an Amerindian Village
The two of them were making the journey to Rockstone to discuss with the village chief and others, the potential and logistics of building a holding chamber for ornamental fish in one of the waterways in the village. The holding tank is the first step in creating a potential, alternative income for the community so that they are not solely reliant on mining. The hope is a supplemental income for the village in capturing & selling ornamental fish to outside companies. Many Amerindian communities are reliant on mining, bauxite is common, and the Amerinidans traditionally live in remote villages within the interior of Guyana. There were times when some communities prospered from mining gold, for example, but prospering is no longer common.
The journey to this particular Amerindian village began very early on Saturday morning as we ventured out in Richard's 4X4 vehicle. We took one of the few paved roa
We arrived early in Rockstone, due to our even earlier departure, and were greeted by the village chief and many residents of the community. There stood a sign marking t
On the walk back toward the meeting house, and more people, adult people, less baboon, we heard the guttural (menacing?) warning cry of the baboon, several more times along the way, until we were deemed sufficient distance, beyond the point of threat, when it ceased. It was an amazing sound, and I looked oh so carefully into the jungle in the direction of the call, searching the trees and waterways for the invisible baboon. I wanted desperately to see the creature and simultaneously considered perhaps it would be better if I did not. Regardless, nature is impeccable at camouflaging its inhabitants, and I did not see my baboon.
Some interesting insight from the trip... Richard's job seemed difficult, negotiating the desires of a community so separate from society and the ideas his experience brings, as well as the desires and budget of the Canadian government. The people in the village are very reliant on whoever brings in food from the outside, from Linden and Georgetown. They catc
A story the chief described to me about the middle man: The middle man asks for a type of snake and offers a price, the people hunt many of these snakes, excited by the prospect of feeding their families, and when the middle man comes to purchase the snakes and sees so many, the market is suddenly flooded, in his dollar sign eyes, and he pays much less than he originally offered for each of the captive snakes. This middle man knows, that the community members have already done the work of capturing, knows they need the money, and so has no reason, save integrity, to maintain his initial offering price. A simple case of supply & demand? Or is it simply, despicable? Sounds sleazy to me. Did I mention that the village has a pool table? It was an interesting day.
Monday, July 21, 2008
Images of Georgetown...
Today was another slow one. Very, very slow. I
am trying to be very,
very patient. Today was difficult, the waiting, because I finished my book and did not have a back up at the clinic with me. There is only so much journaling someone can do while waiting for data collection... The photos are either of the neighborhood, or ward, known as Kitty, or they are on the drive to Kitty. This ward is fairly close to my ward, Queenstown. I had to take a photo of one of the many fast food chicken spots. This one being an American export. Have I mentioned how much the Guyanese love their fried chicken...
... and, that there is no McDonald's here. The Guyanese are not huge on cow meat. Perhaps the Indian influence.

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